i cant believe it
i cant believe it
i cant believe it
I JUST CANT BELIEVE IT
:D
Today's an OKAY day,not very good,not that bad either:) I wasnt as happy as i had expected myself to be,BUT BUT,i wasnt toooooo sad either.MUAHAHAHA. Im not being contradicting here,i swear it's really what i felt today. I still remember the days before promos,those days when we were all mugging hard,definitely sth worth to remember. Somehow,those days passed and now,30th OCT.We had all gotten back our results, obviously some were happy,some were not.
=/
I thought i would be happy upon receiving the results.I thought i would be happy over the fact that im promoted.I really really thought so. But it is still hard to deny that upon seeing those super lousy grades on the result slip,somehow my heart just went ______ Is it true that as one grows up.the expectations tends to drop? BOOHOO. I wont let this entry end on a sad note. SOOOOOOOO on a happier note, YAY YAY YAY :) at least i didnt let my parents down. They love me and i love them. HAHAHAHAH :)))))
Went back to WUZHONG with sister and shir on friday(if i rmb correctly) for the farewell thingy. It was great,super super great! I guessed BP is the only place that will make me feel that way,an irreplaceable feeling. Did some catching up with the guys in my class and yup,all of them are doing fine =) People from 4L1 just love emo chats and WALKS around the school field =)
OHH,i suddenly thought abt lots of stuffs when i was having dinner just now. At the rate that im eating,i think i'll die an early death =// I dont eat vege!! It just tastes so bitter and yucky and EEYER. And the funny thing is that i kept telling myself im going to die super early if i continue to eat my "NON-VEGE" diet,but im still not doing anything about it. how how how?My parents should have forced me to eat vege since young!!I ONLY LOVE BITTERGOURDS.yum yum.
Im giving all my luck to sister! Take goooooood care of yourself during this crucial period and DONT DONT DONT fall sick. Study hard for the A's but dont forget to play hard tooo =) (oops okay,maybe not play hard). SLEEP WELL and and,dont be too stressed over it. Rmb,take a break,have a kit kat. YUM YUM :D
how i wish:
people can be more responsible
chocolates can be purple
people can be happier
you can just disappear
rainbows dont only appear after rain
people can be more genuine
i can erase that fake smile of yours
we can all be happy
i can pass maths
i can just say everything out
chocs dont make people gain weight
i can cycle everyday
you will be promoted
things can get better
liars dont hurt
all my wishes will come true.
if only you know.
HAHAHHHHA
but i doubt you'll ever know
:)
on the phone with joanne now :)) i miss the sotong so so so much.
some things are better left unsaid.
but im so so so glad that i poured out everything to jialing today.
thanks so much kuku
=))
more determination,passion,effort will be put in,
i promise.
i thought i could do it,
no tears for today.
AHHHHHHH
but still,
tears of joy and sadness =/
it's comforting to know that someone cares and loves you,
my family and friends.
YAY :D
results are out.
not much to say,to sum it all up,
tears of joy and sadness
=)
time waits for noooooo man=(
the past few days had been quite okayy.
rumours, rumours, and MORE rumours.
someone please tell me everything is not true,not at all.
i wish :)
i want 06a04 to remain as a class,the class with only 2 guys.
HAHAHAHAHHH.
as much as i dont want to think about it,i still need to make plans for the worst first.
to leave/stay
i have the answer already.
had lunch with my favourite girlfriends after school today.
delifrance.YUM YUM.
some people just cannot be replaced
:))
i know i have lots and lots and lots and lots of things to say,but somehow,nothing comes out when i start to type.i dont like this feeling=X
played rounders today,soooooo fun!
PROJECT VIBRANT COLOURS.
any used pens??I WANT!!
yes and no...
bring me to a roller coaster ride,
i promise i will scream your name out loud.
with lots of love :)
:))
before i forget,HA
PPY 17th BIRTHDAY LAYTENG!gone were those unhappy days,
lets hope we will find joy,
in this new friendship found =)
shuuuuu,weiqian,shirle,yeeshan and evon sis made my day yesterday :)
random pics of the day:
every little thing you do is magic!
HAHAHAHA :D
We may overlook the little things in life,but ultimately,we cannot deny that they touch our heart :))
I've been feeling so blessed these few days. After so many things that have happened,I've learned so so so much. The past may be important,but i cant achieve anything if i choose to remain at the very point i started off. At this point of time,the picture may seem tainted,but trust me, we'll perfect it.
:(
your gaze never seem to fall in place
that very instant is when
your eyes gave u awayyyy.
When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love youI love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rainBaby
i love you,I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn,
The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when u show up late
Baby i love you,i love you anyway
Aslyn- That's When I Love Y0u
lotsa thanks to sister for sending me this song. and i cant believe that the stress relief aquarium is so effective. okay,maybe im just plain sadistic/evil =)
OKAYY,i feeeeel so much better now.a moment ago,i still felt so WEIRD.yes,weird is the word to describe it. neither happy not unhappy. i want to sleeeeeeeep,by the time i wake up tomorrow,i will forget alllllllllllllll the things that are supposed to be forgotten:)
i cant believe i just posted a pic of myself.BUT BUT,it did cheer me up a little :D
i need just this last chance.
